Paulina Logan

written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

I've got a collection

Of words that I don't have the courage to say

I wouldn't dare mention

I fear that they'll never see the light of day

Some kind of storm is brewing

Some kind of change is on the way

Running in circles, realizing I'm my own prey

And I want to know

Which is the right way to go

And if I should choose wrong

I won't be in pain for long

It's not complicated

I'm looking for a pretty common dream

To be accepted and be all that I seem

And I want to know

Which is the right way to go

And if I should choose wrong

I won't be in pain for long

And I want to know

Which is the right way to go

And if I should choose wrong

I won't be in pain for long

I've got a collection

Of words that I'm finding the courage to say

written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

Every day, so far away, is a struggle

I wish you were here, wish you were near

But you're not so I watch as these tears fall and interfere with my brain

I can't seem to think straight though I've got so much to get through today

Gasping for air, this is not fair

You need to come here, crawl over here

Will you tell me that you see me

But dont lie to me

Will you tell me that you hear me

But don't lie to me

Will you tell me that I'm worthy

But don't lie to me 

Cause I can see right through you

I'm sure you see through me

If time is supposed to be some great healer

Then why am I still so bruised and bleeding

All over the floor, can't say for sure

But I think I'm hurting just as much as before

I'm wanting you now

I'm calling you now

Will you tell me that you see me

But don't lie to me

Will you tell me that you hear me

But don't lie to me

Will you tell me that I'm worthy

But don't lie to me 

Cause I can see right through you

I'm sure you see through me

I need this like breathing

Only thing keeping me alive

I need you to help me

Should I keep on trying to survive

Will you tell me that you see me

But don't lie to me

Will you tell me that you hear me

But don't lie to me

Will you tell me that I'm worthy

But don't lie to me

Cause I can see right through you

I'm sure you see through me 

Cause I can see right through you

I'm sure you see through me 

Cause I can see right through you

I'm sure you see through

written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

I'm sorry for causing all of this pain

I'm sorry for all the unnecessary shame

I'm sorry for holding on when I should have let go

I know now I'll never be the same

Someday it'll take

Someday it'll work

Someday I won't break

Someday I won't hurt

And when that day comes

I'll be ready

And all of these days will be just memory

I have the right

I've found the courage

To ask for what I want

And how I want to live

Like an honest magician

I won't have to lie

I'll just be that good

In this beautiful life

Someday it'll take

Someday it'll work

Someday I won't break

Someday I won't hurt

And when that day comes

I'll be ready

And all of these days will be just memory

Come over here

Sit down by me

I know you dear

Be what you want to be

I'm finding you everywhere I look

The words I keep saying

Are in every single book

Like an artist with brushes

I'll paint you now

Stay here with me

We'll make it through somehow

Someday it'll take

Someday it'll work

Someday I won't break

Someday I won't hurt

And when that day comes

I'll be ready

And all of these days will be just memory

Someday it'll take

Someday it'll work

Someday I won't break

Someday I won't hurt

And when that day comes I'll be ready

And all of these days will be just memory

written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

They say it's just the way I am

I don't talk but I always listen

You say it's just the way I am

Stumble around to find what I'm missing

I say it's just the way I am

Keeping quiet, holding doubt

This is just the way I am

Letting fools tell me what I'm about

And I say I say I say

You don't know me that way

Well it's a little complicated when you think of it like that

You keep looking to me like you're on the right track

You don't know me, I don't know you

Well, you bore me, who adores you

Stuck in a moment without a word

I've been there before, tell you what I heard

Look at me baby, who will save me

Know me now, show me how

And I say I say I say

You don't know me that way

Go on, prove me wrong

I don't know if you can go that way

That way, that way, that way, that way

It's so easy to be uninspired

Just admit that you're a liar

We can put this in the past

Or make it last and last and last and last

And I say I say I say

You don't know me that way

And I say I say I say

You don't know me that way

written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

Darkness without sun

Light for just one

With a heavy sigh

I say that I'll try

But I'm not sure I know

How to choose a road to go

Don't you know it's true

My heart is just for you

Don't care where I go

Don't care what I know

Everything reminds me of him

When I start to sink

That's when I start to think

Of how everything reminds me of him

Everything reminds me of him

It's so hard to care

You know it's not fair

That I should miss you

Before the day is through

Here on my own, so scared and all alone

Yet here I stand

Hoping that someday you'll be my man

Don't care where I go

Don't care what I know

Everything reminds me of him

When I start to sink

That's when I start to think

Of how everything reminds me of him

Everything reminds me of him

Every day, it's so hard to turn away

Every night, something's just not right

Don't care where I go

Don't care what I know

Everything reminds me of him

When I start to sink

That's when I start to think

Of how everything reminds me of him

Everything reminds me of him

Everything reminds me of him

Everything reminds me of him

written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

These days are getting shorter

These nights are getting sweeter

I hear your voice whisper

And I don't know where to go from here

Wishing that I could change you

Knowing I wasn't meant to

These days I'm slowly sinking

Into your heart where mine resides

Someday you'll find yourself

Until then I wish you well

Distance is all I can do

Until you've shown what you need to prove

You would tell me secrets

Hoping that I could keep them

These days I always wonder

Could you have survived both the truth and the lies

Someday you'll find yourself

Until then I wish you well

Distance is all I can do

Until you've shown what you need to prove

If only I could forget you

If only I wanted to

Some things should be left unsaid

These things I keep in my head

Hoping when I next see you

The disappointments will just melt away

Someday you'll find yourself

Until then I wish you well

Distance is all I can do

Until you've shown what you need to prove

Someday you're gonna find yourself

Until then you know I wish you well

Distance is all that I can do

Until you've shown what you need to prove

written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

I can't stay

I've just got to go to work today

Need to leave

Try not to wake you, just let you be

I'll sit here quietly like everything's fine

It's your damn grin

Gets me every time

And it's beautiful outside with the sun shining through

But I just want to be here with you

Yeah it's beautiful outside with the sun shining through

But I just want to be here with you

You want me

Baby, you're so convincing

Should be strong

But why should I be the responsible one

I'll sit here quietly like everything's fine

It's your damn grin

Gets me every time

And it's beautiful outside with the sun shining through

But I just want to be here with you

Yeah it's beautiful outside with the sun shining through

But I just want to be here with you

And it's beautiful outside with the sun shining through

But I just want to be here with you

Yeah it's beautiful outside with the sun shining through

But I just want to be here with you

Yeah it's beautiful outside with the sun shining through

But I'm staying inside with you

written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

Someone is calling but I'm scared to answer

Your voice still haunts me but at least it's familiar

Can't you help me

Keep me from falling asleep

'Cause I don't know how to go any further alone

Overhead, underneath, my fear of everything unknown

And the day is shorter, the night is longer

But I still won't sleep

'Cause I don't know

In the concrete of the city, the flowers still grow but you have to know where to look

And when the lines have all faded, memories are all jaded and you've still got everything you took

Can't you help me

Give me one moment of peace

'Cause I don't know how to go any further alone

Overhead, underneath, my fear of everything unknown

And the day is shorter, the night is longer

But I still won't sleep

'Cause I don't know

No, I don't know I don't know

'Cause I don't know how to go any further alone

Overhead, underneath, my fear of everything unknown

And the day is shorter, the night is longer

But I still won't sleep

written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

I tend to be too self-conscious for my own good

I have a tendency to worry much more than I should

I asked a friend, what should I do

To be a little less like me

He said maybe baby

Try your luck in New York

Take a train from Jersey

You want to be where

Sugar turns to honey

We're crossing the state line

Everything's fine today

We're crossing the state line

Nothing's getting in my way

We're crossing the state line

I know I'll be okay

We're crossing the state line

Everything's fine today

I get so scared of every little thing

I need to search the whole world

For some kind of meaning

I asked a friend

What should I do

To find a better sight to see

She said maybe baby

Try your luck in LA

Take a plane from Sin City

You want to be where

The days are short and gritty

We're crossing the state line

Everything's fine today

We're crossing the state line

Nothing's getting in my way

We're crossing the state line

I know I'll be okay

We're crossing the state line

Everything's fine today

Everything, everything, everything's fine

Everything's fine

Everything's alright, everything is okay and I am fine I am fine

I am alright I'm okay I am okay

I am okay, I'm okay

Now that I've gone

I can clearly see all of the things

That I thought I wanted to be

I took a step back and asked myself

Who is she

I think maybe baby

I've crossed enough state lines to find my way

And right here right now is perfectly okay

written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

Oh come on now

Oh come on now

You are not what you fear

I've already been there

Everybody hates you

Everybody loves you

Don't you care

Don't you dare

Oh come on now

Oh come on now

You will learn to live

That's what I learned to give

I can't tell you

How good it is to

Finally let go

Someday you'll know

Oh come on now

Oh come on now