Paulina Logan

written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

Some may say I can't go out and play

To this I say okay

You can't go and share what you know

And promise me this way

I want to go somewhere where I can breathe

And everything is so much easier than it seems

Before I wake up and realize

It wasn't because of you I missed the sunrise

I want to tell you

You don't know me at all

You just think you do

You just think you do

Is anyone home

Because I'm feeling kind of lonely

Heartbreak is normalcy around here

I'd better get used to it quickly

How do you know how strong you are until you break

I'm sure for someone else this is nothing

I always seem to make a big deal out of nothing

I want to tell you

You don't know me at all

You just think you do

You just think you do

I want to tell you

You don't know me at all

You just think you do

You just think you do

written by Paulina Logan and Gilli Moon

Lyrics

Turn left, turn right

I can't fight

Once here, now gone

I can't go on

Once more I've found

My heart is sore

Last night I lost light to claim you

You left for the moon

Now I'm in this empty room

I hear your laugh above all else

Your smile, all the while

Reminds myself I hate feeling so vulnerable

It's you, it's your fault I'm miserable

You left for the moon

Now I'm in this empty room

And I am drunk on publicity

And you, dead drunk

Too low to see

Rooftops, treetops are all one and the same

Silence ripping everything I've learned to blame

You left for the moon

How could you

You left for the moon

It does not deserve you

You left for the moon

Do you miss me too

You left for the moon

Now I'm in this empty room

written by Paulina Logan and Gilli Moon

Lyrics

You know there's such a thing as too much talking

If you didn't know, you know I'm walking away

Just call back to me and say

You're sorry, you're sorry too

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I understand now

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, do you understand how

I know better now, I know so much better now

You've got an alibi for every lie

Sometimes I think you call me up just to cry

Can you try, can you try to tell me the truth

To say you're sorry, you're sorry too

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I understand now

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, do you understand how

I know better now, I know so much better now

This day has turned into a roller coaster

And I'm not tall enough to make the most of it

But I know the way to go

I'm trying, I'm trying too

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I understand now

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, do you understand how

I know better now, I know so much better now

I'm trying, I'm trying to fight against you

You're lying, you're lying, you're hiding the truth

Have you said what you really needed to say

It doesn't have to be this way

Things have a way of working, they're meant to be

And sometimes fate can see what I cannot see

Just learn this lesson with me

I'm needy, I'm needing you

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I understand now

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, do you understand how

I know better now, I know so much better now

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I understand now

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, do you understand how

I know better now, I know so much better now

written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

There is nothing on TV that I much want to see

So I think I will spend my time better

Turned around and you were gone

Don't know what went wrong

I'll sit down here and write you a letter

There is so much to say

I've lost all of my words today

And I don't know how or when

Just wanted to be adored

I live my life by the sword

I'll die by the ballpoint pen

I'm trying so hard to be brave

I'm trying too hard to behave

Don't know what tomorrow brings

Joy or sadness or other things

I guess we'll wait and see

I know what I hope for

Do I dare to dream for more

You'll be back here with me

I'm trying so hard to be strong

I'm trying too hard to get along

The more I have time for me

The more my soul has to dream

I don't want you back after all

I wasn't enough before but

I don't need you anymore

I can catch myself when I fall

I'm trying so hard not to lose

But I know now I can choose

I'm trying so hard not to lose

But I know now I can choose

written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

You are the type

Never ever shy

Lean on me

Because you cannot see

You disturb me with your behavior

You've got some disturbing behavior

You disturb me with your behavior

You've got some disturbing behavior

You think you're fly

Your head is up in the sky

You hold the key

To everyone's jealousy

You disturb me with your behavior

You've got some disturbing behavior

You disturb me with your behavior

You've got some disturbing behavior

Deep into the night

You are still a pretty sight

You know it's true

And how to be so cruel

Well, my oh my

Don't you ever cry

You should lean on me

If you still cannot see

You disturb me with your behavior

You've got some disturbing behavior

You disturb me with your behavior

You've got some disturbing behavior

You've got some disturbing behavior

written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

What is the reason

Why are you gone

I see the seasons change

When you tag along

You've always tried so hard

You've always been so strong

You can't watch the world through a window

Don't know why but that's what I am told

I guess someday you'll peek through the curtains

And suddenly realize you've grown old

The more I try, the more I hurry

The more I miss, the more I see

The more I worry

The more I follow through

The more I see through you

You can't watch the world through a window

I don't know why but that's what I have always been told

Well, I guess someday you'll peek through those curtains

And suddenly you'll realize you've grown old

I'm too far gone

Too far gone

Away from you

Don't you fear

I will pull through

I always do

written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

It's 3 am and I'm thinking of going home

I don't like this place much, this place of lights and chrome

There are too many strangers, there are too many friends

It is 3 am, I don't know how to make amends

I hate 3 am I hate 3 am

It's so dark out the stars forgot to shine

Inside my head everything is already mine

There is too much fear, there is too much hate

It is 3 am and I am already late

I hate 3 am I hate 3 am

I can't sleep, there is too much noise

And this devil on my shoulder is controlling my voice

But the clock is ticking, the seconds go by

Too much hurt is now too much reason to cry

I hate 3 am I hate 3 am

What's the news today, I ask the TV

All I get is silence and standby pity

Media controlled by me, media controlled by you

Media controlled by everyone until it turns blue

I hate 3 am I hate 3 am

Stuck here awake, I am dying of thirst

For the common dream when the bubble burst

There was too much love, there was too much decency

I couldn't handle anything that I could see

I hate 3 am I hate 3 am

When the sun rises

3 am will be long gone

I guess I could use the time to write another song

There are not enough words, there are not enough notes

I would not be so concerned if I was not already broke

I hate 3 am I hate 3 am

Stay

03:20
written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

Problems, we've all faced problems before

And I don't want to face them no more

Fear, we've all seen fear before

And I don't want to see it no more

Come to me

Learn to be free

I stay completely still, too afraid to move

I wish I could call you, but I've got too much to prove

Come teach me

Be ready

So the sun moves on, and I am left with night

I can see much better, the end is now in sight

Always be here

Stay near

Always be here

Stay

written by Paulina Logan (rap by J. Walker)

Lyrics

I'm so lost, I'm still gone

And you know there's nothing you could have done

If anyone knew what I was thinking

They'd know I'm crazy too

Crazy like you

You're so scared, what will you do

I'm so scared, what will I do

You're so shy, but you can be

Braver than I when you need to see

You're able to keep your ego away

And think of all the things you never needed to say

You're so scared, what will you do

I'm so scared, what will I do

Here comes the storm, we all line up

To watch it all fall down

The time is now, I see you standing there

How long until I just don't care

You're so scared, what will you do

I'm so scared, what will I do

What will I do

What will I do

Near

05:14
written by Paulina Logan

Lyrics

You said it wouldn't burn, so I scalded deeper

You said to wait my turn, but the pain just keeps creeping in

You said a lot of things I didn't want to know

And then you go and you tell me, you admit that it is

And always was for show

You don't have to try so hard just to be yourself

You do a much better job of it than anyone else

I'm so tired of wanting to disappear

I'm so tired of wanting to go anywhere but here

I'm so tired, I'm so tired of you being near

You said I couldn't handle it

Being with you would be too much

I did not know then what you meant

But I think I understand such things better now

You don't have to try so hard just to be yourself

You do a much better job of it than anyone else

I'm so tired of wanting to disappear

I'm so tired of wanting to go anywhere but here

I'm so tired, I'm so tired of you being near

It's so dark now here for me

But I've brought it all on myself

Can't help feeling slightly guilty

Can I go back on the shelf for awhile

You don't have to try so hard just to be yourself

You do a much better job of it than anyone else

I'm so tired of wanting to disappear

I'm so tired of wanting to go anywhere but here

I'm so tired, I'm so tired of you being near

I don't know how to get through

I just know I don't know what to do

I don't know how to get through

I just know I don't know what to do

Paulina Logan

Lyrics

If I could have you for myself

We'd go where there is no one else

Let me leave this place with you

To find something better, something new

We'll fly away, find the sky again

Don't want to stay, leave my heart alone to mend

We'll fly away

And I know you are all that you seem

Because I'm well aware of what you dream

And I know what you say is true

Even though, or maybe because it's all so new

We'll fly away, find the sky again

Don't want to stay, leave my heart alone to mend

We'll fly away

So many things I want you to know

So many thoughts I've traveled alone

But now I fly

We'll fly away, find the sky again

Don't want to stay, leave my heart alone to mend

We'll fly away

Now we are forever together

We will fly no matter the weather

And when it rains, you'll be all that I see

And when it pours, you'll be the only one for me

We'll fly away

We'll fly away

We'll fly away

We'll fly away