Lyrics

There is nothing on TV that I much want to see
So I think I will spend my time better
Turned around and you were gone
Don't know what went wrong
I'll sit down here and write you a letter
There is so much to say
I've lost all of my words today
And I don't know how or when
Just wanted to be adored
I live my life by the sword
I'll die by the ballpoint pen
I'm trying so hard to be brave
I'm trying too hard to behave
Don't know what tomorrow brings
Joy or sadness or other things
I guess we'll wait and see
I know what I hope for
Do I dare to dream for more
You'll be back here with me
I'm trying so hard to be strong
I'm trying too hard to get along
The more I have time for me
The more my soul has to dream
I don't want you back after all
I wasn't enough before but
I don't need you anymore
I can catch myself when I fall
I'm trying so hard not to lose
But I know now I can choose
I'm trying so hard not to lose
But I know now I can choose