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  1. Near

From the recording Near

Lyrics

You said it wouldn't burn, so I scalded deeper
You said to wait my turn, but the pain just keeps creeping in
You said a lot of things I didn't want to know
And then you go and you tell me, you admit that it is
And always was for show
You don't have to try so hard just to be yourself
You do a much better job of it than anyone else
I'm so tired of wanting to disappear
I'm so tired of wanting to go anywhere but here
I'm so tired, I'm so tired of you being near
You said I couldn't handle it
Being with you would be too much
I did not know then what you meant
But I think I understand such things better now
You don't have to try so hard just to be yourself
You do a much better job of it than anyone else
I'm so tired of wanting to disappear
I'm so tired of wanting to go anywhere but here
I'm so tired, I'm so tired of you being near
It's so dark now here for me
But I've brought it all on myself
Can't help feeling slightly guilty
Can I go back on the shelf for awhile
You don't have to try so hard just to be yourself
You do a much better job of it than anyone else
I'm so tired of wanting to disappear
I'm so tired of wanting to go anywhere but here
I'm so tired, I'm so tired of you being near
I don't know how to get through
I just know I don't know what to do
I don't know how to get through
I just know I don't know what to do